THE SHIFT

On the outside…everything probably looked the same.
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The gym was growing.

Clients kept showing up.

Life kept moving.
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But internally…

nothing felt familiar anymore.

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From 2020 through the end of 2021…

I flew back and forth between California and Florida constantly.

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Birthdays.

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Spring Break.

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Any moment I could be there…
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I tried.
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And no matter how busy life got…
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we always found a way to stay connected.
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But in August of 2021…
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something changed.
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It was the first goodbye where none of us really knew when we’d see each other again.


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And that one hit different.

Split Life

Then the more I tried getting back into my old routine…

the more I realized I wasn’t the same person anymore.

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My body was in California…
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but my heart stayed in Florida.

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On the outside…
everything looked normal.
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Clients.
Business.
Routine.
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But inside?

I was just going through the motions.
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One question kept replaying in my head over and over again:
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“What am I really doing right now?”

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For the first time in my life…
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success didn’t feel the way I thought it would.
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Because the more time passed…

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the more I realized something:
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I would be the one who had to live with knowing…


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I could’ve done more…


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but didn’t.